Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
I’m not the person the voices in my head keep telling me about.I don’t want to be that person.Not anymore.I’ve been that person.I’ve hurt people. I’ve abused people. I’ve destroyed lives.All I can do is fall down on my knees and beg for forgiveness.And every single time I think about it, I feel like a [...]
I lied to myself. For many years I used to believe that the state of the world doesn’t affect me. That I was able to sit back, watch and analyse what happened around me. Be the rational observer I so desperately imagined myself as. I was wrong. So, so wrong.Coincidentally, when I thought these things [...]
Here we are. Tired. Exhausted. Numb. I was on a run a few days ago. And I thought: “If I jump in front of this tram, all of this shit would finally be over”.Welcome to my world.I am so fucking tired. The smallest things demand so much energy. I prefer ordering food because going to [...]
America lost. Russia won. A global disinformation campaign which emerged stronger than ever before during the past two decades found its ultimate conclusion with the re-election of Donald Trump as the President of the United States. How permanent this damage is, remains to be seen. This is a bold statement, some might say. But it’s [...]
The rampant antisemitism and anti-Israel bias in societies, media, politics, academia, etc. around the world is even more insane than I ever imagined. I’ve known for years that it was bad, but what we’ve seen during the past twelve months is just on a whole different level. Israel Lost The Information Warfare Even many people [...]
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