Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
It's been more than a month since I last wrote here. I've noticed a pattern. The better I feel, the less I feel the need to write these pages. Probably because I have much less need for clarification in my head. A better life is possible. What started more than a year ago as a [...]
I just had an epiphany. Something like this could probably be the beginning of a blog article. Maybe I'll write it one day. I don't know. Anyway, today's experience was pretty intense. I've been following the fitness blogger and motivation trainer James Fell on Facebook for a little over a year now and I bought [...]
Fuck. Too much chaos in my head. Actually, wanted to write the scene featuring Lucian, started it too, but quit after a few hundred words. I just can't get the necessary immersion in my head when there's still too much chaos. Maybe I should write these pages here first and then head off to Sangea. [...]
If you can't sleep, write. Trivial suggestion, but since sleep and restlessness are among the demons of my existence, it doesn't seem too wrong to at least do something useful with this time. Being frustrated in bed doesn't change anything in the end. So, the least I can do is put down on paper some [...]
How to solve uncertainty? How to change the perception of linearity? I have the feeling my mind is racing all day long figuring out how talk to people about their experiences and that nobody really knows what’s going on. Well, maybe not that extreme but at least to some extent. Almost every day I read [...]
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