Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
01.05.2019 Every time I start writing these lines, I have no idea where my own thoughts will lead me. It's a bit like going on a journey of unknown directions, but with the certainty that you will somehow reach your destination safely. It seems to me that there are far worse ways to spend one' [...]
30.04.2019 Yesterday was... intense. To be honest, it was incredibly crappy. Mood swings have always been part of my life, but for a long time they weren't as intense as yesterday. I suddenly started crying in the shower and when later not even the physical exhaustion of my workout provided the relief I had hoped [...]
29.04.2019 I signed up for one of those countless dating apps. It happened pretty fast until the first match occurred. I've already been texted. Irony of the story: Personally, I think dating is super exhausting. That's not only because my mental condition makes many emotional interactions unnecessarily complicated, but also because I'm polyamorous. In fact, [...]
28.04.2019 Drawback of living with other people? After waking up you see a broken wine glass in the kitchen and nobody seems to take responsibility for it. Since it was also the second last wine glass, we definitely need new ones, because drinking alone is also somewhat uncool. After all, it took a good five [...]
27.04.2019 Watched Avengers: Endgame at the cinema yesterday. I didn't like Infinity War too much, but Endgame was fantastic. Like, really, really good. I was indeed emotionally touched on several occasions. That's nice for a change. Afterwards I went to one of my favourite bars, where I just wanted to read and have a drink. [...]
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