Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
Status report. New Year. First words. Like freshly fallen snow. Soaked in blood. Dramatic climax. Ruined life, ruined love, ruined family. Everything turns to shit and I'm just standing there, apathetic. Letting it happen. I'm blogging again regularly. Mostly old stuff. I'm frustrated because the blog I’m writing with other authors has morphed into [...]
I don't write enough. I know. I don't know if that's a good or a bad sign. Maybe a little bit of both. But an awful lot has happened in the last few weeks. The most significant was probably my time in Frankfurt with the intention of starting a new job as head bartender. Two [...]
It's been more than a month since I last wrote here. I've noticed a pattern. The better I feel, the less I feel the need to write these pages. Probably because I have much less need for clarification in my head. A better life is possible. What started more than a year ago as a [...]
I just had an epiphany. Something like this could probably be the beginning of a blog article. Maybe I'll write it one day. I don't know. Anyway, today's experience was pretty intense. I've been following the fitness blogger and motivation trainer James Fell on Facebook for a little over a year now and I bought [...]
Fuck. Too much chaos in my head. Actually, wanted to write the scene featuring Lucian, started it too, but quit after a few hundred words. I just can't get the necessary immersion in my head when there's still too much chaos. Maybe I should write these pages here first and then head off to Sangea. [...]
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