Voices In The Dark

Voices In The Dark

I’m not the person the voices in my head keep telling me about.I don’t want to be that person.Not anymore.I’ve been that person.I’ve hurt people. I’ve abused people. I’ve destroyed lives.All I can do is fall down on my knees and beg for forgiveness.And every single time I think about it, I feel like a [...]

Love, Lies & Desire

Love, Lies & Desire

How does one write about something so intricate, so immensely intimate and seemingly irrational and fleeting as love without the risk of sounding pathetic? Simple answer: you do not. Better accept it right from the start. I wanted to write an in-depth view about this topic for quite a while now, alas I lacked the [...]

Maze Of Affection

Maze Of Affection

22. 09. 2019 Wow. Just wow. I was so incredibly anxious after sending her my thoughts from yesterday. I kept thinking, "Okay, that's it. Too much for her. Can't deal with this shit". But no. Quite the opposite. Her answer was everything I had hoped for. Super calm, trusting and appreciative. If it hadn't already [...]