Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
I wrote a book. Sort of. Originally, I did not intend to publish my confused nocturnal thoughts in book form. However, some people asked me; if I was thinking about offering this option and the rest is history, as the saying goes. For those of you who can't stand waiting, now is the time to [...]
Hell of a day. Or evening. I seriously wondered if I'd be writing something at this time of day, after all it's almost six in the morning and I'm actually pretty tired. But somehow it just doesn't feel right to go to sleep without having at least partially reflected on the day and especially the [...]
Something happened which I wanted to avoid at all costs: I was told one cannot be so sure whether these thoughts actually occur unfiltered because they are read by others. More specifically, this is what Taira told me. Currently, she is the one with whom I regularly share these passages, and her assumption therefore is [...]
The paths life sometimes takes seem very chaotic. Once again, I ask myself how I could have been so blind. I have consciously had no contact with Valerie for weeks. Not since she sent me a three-page statement in which she raves about what a magnificent superhuman she is. I haven't kicked her off my [...]
26.09.2019 I just saw what Taira meant when she wrote that the last date confused her. Numbers are smoke and mirrors. I'm writing more. Finally. Took me long enough. Still not on my main manuscript, but that's okay. I feel how with every day that passes, my head half-consciously continues to work on it and [...]
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