Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
I wonder how much longer I want to live like this. Somehow my days have become far too repetitive lately. I feel more and more trapped in a cycle from which there is no escape. Sure, I'm writing more at the moment, developing myself, working out, getting enough sleep, reading, so I'm following almost every [...]
Hell of a day. Or evening. I seriously wondered if I'd be writing something at this time of day, after all it's almost six in the morning and I'm actually pretty tired. But somehow it just doesn't feel right to go to sleep without having at least partially reflected on the day and especially the [...]
The paths life sometimes takes seem very chaotic. Once again, I ask myself how I could have been so blind. I have consciously had no contact with Valerie for weeks. Not since she sent me a three-page statement in which she raves about what a magnificent superhuman she is. I haven't kicked her off my [...]
26.09.2019 I just saw what Taira meant when she wrote that the last date confused her. Numbers are smoke and mirrors. I'm writing more. Finally. Took me long enough. Still not on my main manuscript, but that's okay. I feel how with every day that passes, my head half-consciously continues to work on it and [...]
24.09.2019 What an unbelievably strange day. Only five hours of sleep at first, then got up, took a shower, had coffee and left for the clinic for the admission interview. Of course, I took the wrong tram, got off a few stops later to change to the right one. Great plan, lousy implementation. Again I [...]
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