Post Traumatic Growth

Post Traumatic Growth

For quite a while now I had this idea in my head. An idea which focuses on an aspect of my life I haven’t talked about as much as other things. The handful of readers of this blog are fully aware by now that over the years I had to deal with a lot of [...]

Adapt, Overcome, Love

Adapt, Overcome, Love

As hard as it is, I have to admit I was wrong. Although, technically at the time I was right, since I followed what I believed to be true. The two people who actually read my ramblings might remember the previous post I wrote about my thoughts on love, desire and relationships. Over the past [...]

Cocoon

Cocoon

I know. I am not writing as much as I should. And I feel guilty about it. Satisfied?Weird thing is, there is constantly so much shit going on inside my mind that I would have a lot to write about. But instead I dwell in different things. Work, video games, movies, exercise, eat, sleep, repeat. [...]

Erebus

Erebus

Dealing with emotions is something I would like to avoid given the chance. Even the slightest feeling of real or more often imaginary rejection causes intense emotional pain. There is no antidote. It just happens. Sometimes I manage to control the duration but the severity usual remains the same. Every thought about the many whys [...]

Three Shots

Three Shots

I relish the pain. I embrace it. Be it by the blade of a knife or the physical exhaustion during another workout session. It numbs everything else. For a short, blissful while. No emotional despair. For a few minutes, at least. My heart aches. Literally. The emotional pain I feel translates into physical one. They [...]