Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
29.04.2019 I signed up for one of those countless dating apps. It happened pretty fast until the first match occurred. I've already been texted. Irony of the story: Personally, I think dating is super exhausting. That's not only because my mental condition makes many emotional interactions unnecessarily complicated, but also because I'm polyamorous. In fact, [...]
28.04.2019 Drawback of living with other people? After waking up you see a broken wine glass in the kitchen and nobody seems to take responsibility for it. Since it was also the second last wine glass, we definitely need new ones, because drinking alone is also somewhat uncool. After all, it took a good five [...]
26.04.2019 Someday. Someday I will manage this whole mess of sleeping properly. Today's progress: I was awake before 10 am. Disadvantage: I did not sleep until about 4 am. Overall sleeping time: could be improved. But I'm getting there. Somehow. Sometimes it's really hard for me to find the correct words in German, even though [...]
25.04.2019 My sleep rhythm has shifted again. I woke up, once again, only after 3pm, because I couldn't fall asleep for what felt like an eternity. Or, to be completely honest, I thought I couldn't fall asleep. I didn't even try it. Although it has worked quite well in the past. Isn't life strange? We [...]
23.04.2019 I really wasn't motivated to write at all today. That's usually the case when I haven't slept enough. Surprise. But luckily there is the black gold in the morning. By the way, it's quite amusing that I gave this whole thing the title "The Morning After" [again, that changed], although at the moment it's the [...]
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