Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
I wrote a book. Sort of. Originally, I did not intend to publish my confused nocturnal thoughts in book form. However, some people asked me; if I was thinking about offering this option and the rest is history, as the saying goes. For those of you who can't stand waiting, now is the time to [...]
05.05.2019 The advantage of extreme mood swings is obvious: As fast as bad episodes occur, they can disappear. Today, especially in comparison to yesterday, was actually quite good. Although I didn't get anything productive up and running, I wanted to take some rest after the stress of the previous day. This may sound a little [...]
04.05.2019 Today was...extreme. In many ways. The fact that I write these words in the middle of the night before going to bed and not, as usual, in the morning after waking up, already speaks for itself. I actually wanted to go to the ASP concert and meet Alicia. Instead I struggled half a day [...]
03.05.2019 Fuck. Everything hurts and I don't even know why. That's kind of profoundly unsatisfactory. Besides: Fuck. Again, I haven't managed to do anything productive with my day. The most useful thing I did was work out, but it's part of the routine anyway, so it doesn't really count. Hm. Routine. Maybe that's the solution [...]
01.05.2019 Every time I start writing these lines, I have no idea where my own thoughts will lead me. It's a bit like going on a journey of unknown directions, but with the certainty that you will somehow reach your destination safely. It seems to me that there are far worse ways to spend one' [...]
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