Life, Uncertainty & Cynicism
If you can't sleep, write. Trivial suggestion, but since sleep and restlessness are among the demons of my existence, it doesn't seem too wrong to at least do something useful with this time. Being frustrated in bed doesn't change anything in the end. So, the least I can do is put down on paper some [...]
I finally did it. I wrote a couple of hundred words for my manuscript. Not much, but still a lot more than the previous months. That's a start, I guess. One reason why it wasn't any more was probably because I was sitting in one of my favourite bars and the conversations I was having [...]
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Breath, you fuck! And calm the fuck down. Just had a discussion with Taira, during which I briefly had the impression that she would resent my objections. Anxiety here I come. I realized in this moment how much the time with Valerie scarred me emotionally even more. Sure, harmony [...]
I wonder how much longer I want to live like this. Somehow my days have become far too repetitive lately. I feel more and more trapped in a cycle from which there is no escape. Sure, I'm writing more at the moment, developing myself, working out, getting enough sleep, reading, so I'm following almost every [...]
I wrote a book. Sort of. Originally, I did not intend to publish my confused nocturnal thoughts in book form. However, some people asked me; if I was thinking about offering this option and the rest is history, as the saying goes. For those of you who can't stand waiting, now is the time to [...]
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