Crackpot Monkey

Crackpot Monkey

  Status report. New Year. First words. Like freshly fallen snow. Soaked in blood. Dramatic climax. Ruined life, ruined love,  ruined family. Everything turns to shit and I'm just standing there, apathetic. Letting it happen. I'm blogging again regularly. Mostly old stuff. I'm frustrated because the blog I’m writing with other authors has morphed into [...]

Taira

Taira

It's been more than a month since I last wrote here. I've noticed a pattern. The better I feel, the less I feel the need to write these pages. Probably because I have much less need for clarification in my head. A better life is possible. What started more than a year ago as a [...]

Grey

Grey

Fuck. Too much chaos in my head. Actually, wanted to write the scene featuring Lucian, started it too, but quit after a few hundred words. I just can't get the necessary immersion in my head when there's still too much chaos. Maybe I should write these pages here first and then head off to Sangea. [...]

The Great Tragedy

The Great Tragedy

If you can't sleep, write. Trivial suggestion, but since sleep and restlessness are among the demons of my existence, it doesn't seem too wrong to at least do something useful with this time. Being frustrated in bed doesn't change anything in the end. So, the least I can do is put down on paper some [...]

Belong

Belong

I finally did it. I wrote a couple of hundred words for my manuscript. Not much, but still a lot more than the previous months. That's a start, I guess. One reason why it wasn't any more was probably because I was sitting in one of my favourite bars and the conversations I was having [...]